So tomorrow is my first day of chemo. Not too focused on that right now, I was able to occupy my mind with all the stuff I need to get done in case I get sick and can't do anything! Cleaning, laundry, getting new bedding on my bed. Mom is staying from now till whenever I am feeling good enough for her to leave.
I have a horrible fear I might cry through the entire process tomorrow so I'm going to be sure to take my anxiety meds plenty of time ahead to try and prevent that. It's a chain reaction, if I start, mom will start and it can get pretty ugly. Crying in public is usually something I try to avoid, but has become far too common lately! It's incredibly embarassing, but what can ya do?
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